June 28, 2010

Dear Body,
Okay..so OMG, my 5 yr old has been asking her Dad if he thinks she is pretty and cute and beautiful. New questions to her from him. THEN she asked him, “Do you think my tummy is big?” and “Is it suppose to be like that.” OMG. I was 3 when I wanted to cut the fat off my stomach with a big knife. I fantasized it and entertained those thoughts. I was 3. BTW, he answered that question beautifully. Just like when I ask him those questions. I can not cope right now with this. So triggering into the depth of my soul. This is short. Just needed to get it off my chest.
Love, XXX

1 comment:

  1. I'm so glad he can answer those questions well, babe. It's so sad that we can be so conscious of ourselves when we're that young! But step back, get some perspective, and be strong :)

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